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๐ถscar,
| ABT. | DNFI. |
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| prev un: kishinamis, ozechos, curesorrel. blacklist ( tag #ndl ) ยป slurs, moths, alco. & will tag anything. rqs ok if: retrogays, or returning my rq. | found via promo, or crd un. online disc or heavy rts abt ao3 (irl issues always ok: antifa, blm, trans health, disability, & etc.) |
| ==.(.๐บ ) ==.bananafish, motorcity, fate ccc, tgcf, pandora hearts, mob psycho 100, witch hat. complete list of my comfort characters here. |
| ==.( ๐ป ) ==.carly rae jepsen, the mountain goats. |
| ==.( ๐ฎ ) ==.mariokart, skullgirl mobile, sim build. |
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๐ถscar,
| LITERAL HUSBAND: โก HUA CHENG, TGCF. |
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| disclaimer: i'm hashtag coping with the irl reason i have agoraphobia while kinning xie lian, part of that includes living in my boyfriend's pocket abt the kindate, sorry if this looks gay to the viewers. |
| HIGHEST CC: ORUGIO, WITCH HAT ATELIER. |
| PH. | CCC. | ETC. |
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| gil, alice, alyss, echo, leo, elliot, ava, xerxes. | archer emiya, nero saber, shinji, twice, tamamo, bb. | mob, seri, mike chilton, the burners, ash lynx. |
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๐ถscar,
่ด่ถ, thank you. is that a silly way to start off a letter? i hope not. if it is, i suppose i'll have to be greatful that the demon king not only waited for my illiterate self to watch the donghua but is also willing to read my incorrectly assembled letter about it!as san lang you've always been sweet and funny and dependable. but i want to meet my hua cheng, if that's alright with you? even the parts that you don't think i should. the way you know mine.so i'm reading the novel in secret for you, as a surprise, so that i can finally share everything with you. by the time you see this i'll hopefully have finished the novel - and my lifeblog of it!i know that i don't know a lot of things you wish i did, and that i'm going to learn a lot of things you wish i wouldn't. i know you've been okay with me going slow because it protected me from facing my real world triggers in ancient chinese form.i always feel stupid, for being as afraid and hurt as i am. i feel like i should be able to get over it, and like i let everyone down when the fire is all put out and i crumple up. knowing that the person you see is so far removed from the one i do that you would wait for me with a love like this, it. well, it knocks the floor out from under me. and i'm trying to believe in what this gift means.i love you. i can't wait to see you again, knowing all of you. anything else that happens in those books will have been worth it.